I don't know if you have ever noticed this, but life is a gift. Cherish it. I've never thought of living more than just what i am. But when you lose someone dear to you, as I have, it becomes something cruel. It can be taken away as soon as it is given.
Sometimes it will slowly come to present; it gives you time to understand things and spend time with the one you love.
But then there are the times when you look at the dear one and know that you will get to see and play with her for a long time to come. Then the next day you come to find your father with a agonized expression on his face, and your heart drops. He says words that you don't want to beleive. And you don't at first until you walk in and find your other loved ones crying, consoling, agonizing. Whispers of the loved one's name fill the room. "Daisy, oh Daisy, why did you leave," I choke out as I sob uncontrollably. Tears stream down my face making my face red and puffy. I drop down and pound my fists to the ground. " Your lying," I scream in a crazed voice. Pictures of her romping through the grass in summer, play across my saddened mind.
Sadly they wern't lying. I have lost someone that can never be replaced. My bestfriend, my campion, my conforter, my strong hold. My dog, Daisy, was more than just a pet. She was apart of me. Apart of my very soul. A part of me has died today.
I might be a bit depressed as you might be able to for see from my story. But i will still keep on rping. It helps.